Sometimes I cry..
In the middle of the night.
I don’t know why...
I just wake up.
Look out at the sky..
The moon far away,
And the cool breeze makes me sway..
Mind races back to the memories of the time spent by..
And I desperately wish I could have it all just once again before I die.
It’s weird and so hard to describe this emotion.
For so long you wait for that right person your whole life.
But sadly you always end up with all the wrong ones.
Then one day you meet up a person who is just a casual random guy, you believe to be wrong.
Then you realize he is the one you’d want to spend the rest of your life with.
Theatrics and dramatics apart, you realize that he is the one you want to grow old with!
But sad..he has already vowed for solitude, if not celibacy.
What do you do? What can you do?
You have the guy right in front of you…yet you may or may not have him.
To my man, all I want to say is:
“My heart skips a beat whenever I see you...Is it the desire to have you or is it fear of never having you???”
-N’s!
Monday, November 28, 2011
11:18:54 PM